28 May 2012
Monday
Famy, Laguna
Dear JC
Tomorrow I will mark my 22nd year of existence here on earth, my plan ?
I want to go to Infanta Quezon and sit at the sandy beach and reflect of the wonderful year God Gave me , I want to reflect about pains that I accumulated and also Joy , Fear , resentment , and Insecurities. I want to talk to God about my future and about the things i’m dealing with at the present moment , tomorrow I will leave my phone at home , its not isolating…. its liberating myself…
P.S.
whether it rains or shines tomorrow I am decided to go. I need to feel the breeze … I wanted to be invisible…. even for just a day ….. I want my feet to feel the gentle flow of the ocean water and I needed to see a sunset. I am not excited to celebrate with people because I find it absurd … I am not anti social … I just need to be alone tomorrow









