A journey of a young man in search of friendship and what matters most in life.
 
 
 

GLEE - Full Performance of “Roots Before Branches” (by GleeOnFox)

 
 

                                                                          28 May 2012

                                                                          Monday

                                                                          Famy, Laguna

Dear JC

Tomorrow I will mark my 22nd year of existence here on earth, my plan ?

I want to go to Infanta Quezon and sit at the sandy beach and reflect of the wonderful year God Gave me , I want to reflect about pains that I accumulated and also Joy , Fear , resentment , and Insecurities. I want to talk to God about my future and about the things i’m dealing with at the present moment , tomorrow I will leave my phone at home , its not isolating….  its liberating myself…

P.S.

whether it rains or shines tomorrow I am decided to go. I need to feel the breeze … I wanted to be invisible….    even for just a day …..    I want my feet to feel the gentle flow of the ocean water and I needed to see a sunset. I am not excited to celebrate with people because I find it absurd  …   I am not anti social …  I just need to be alone tomorrow

 
 
The memory remains crisp in my mind. It happens on the last week of March 2012 kuya Adrian my room mate whom I look up to, while he is sitting at his bed looked up at me (because I lie in second deck) across from his bed and said…  ” eron sama ka ha ? ” because of that simple invitation .. I never expected that … I will put a check beside on one of my dreams in my mental list.. he invited me to go to their place in Pagsanjan Laguna and stay during Lenten Season. 
March 4  - I loaded my bag with toiletries and clothes good for a week, bid farewell to kuya mike and said to see him later in laguna. I arrive at Jollibee in Pagsanjan at 7:15 pm I ate and told kuya mike not to tell Ivan I was in Jollibee I want to go to their house together with kuya mike. I stayed in Jollibee for almost two hours then I was surprised Ivan Picked me up with his scooter. Kuya Adrian introduced me to his mom and dad. At 9:30 kuya mike arrived at sta. cruz laguna. While kuya Adrian, Ivan and me were driving using their Ford pick up car, we laughed inside because of me. I never knew that mimi is a person I thought it was a cat. That night we belted out the videoke, I sang upon their request “Baby” by Justin Bieber I was laughing in between while singing and so they are. It was a remarkable experience for me I never sang so many song other than that night. We sang until 12:40 in the morning. ( to be continued…)

The memory remains crisp in my mind. It happens on the last week of March 2012 kuya Adrian my room mate whom I look up to, while he is sitting at his bed looked up at me (because I lie in second deck) across from his bed and said…  ” eron sama ka ha ? ” because of that simple invitation .. I never expected that … I will put a check beside on one of my dreams in my mental list.. he invited me to go to their place in Pagsanjan Laguna and stay during Lenten Season. 

March 4  - I loaded my bag with toiletries and clothes good for a week, bid farewell to kuya mike and said to see him later in laguna. I arrive at Jollibee in Pagsanjan at 7:15 pm I ate and told kuya mike not to tell Ivan I was in Jollibee I want to go to their house together with kuya mike. I stayed in Jollibee for almost two hours then I was surprised Ivan Picked me up with his scooter. Kuya Adrian introduced me to his mom and dad. At 9:30 kuya mike arrived at sta. cruz laguna. While kuya Adrian, Ivan and me were driving using their Ford pick up car, we laughed inside because of me. I never knew that mimi is a person I thought it was a cat. That night we belted out the videoke, I sang upon their request “Baby” by Justin Bieber I was laughing in between while singing and so they are. It was a remarkable experience for me I never sang so many song other than that night. We sang until 12:40 in the morning. ( to be continued…)

 
 
this was our Graduation Day held in PNU at 3:00 in the afternoon, I felt a band of caterpillars marching in my stomach stomping on their boots. This is the last part of my college life. I was glad my family made it , my dad , kuya and bunso together with kuya mike my room mate. on my first sem in college I shared my sadness to kuya mike that on my graduation day no one will come for me, because we are dirt poor no money I can give for them to go to manila, he said…   I will be there for you aron :) my face lit up because of what he said. That day (graduation day) the moment I approached the stage it was 7:32 in the evening. My heart is about to jump out of my chest !! this is the moment that my family are waiting for specially my mom, when I was a kid it is our prayer at night to finish college. I cant believe it was taking place that moment. We decided to eat at Jollibee at the corner of Kalaw st. 
P.S.
we had fireworks display and flying lantern that adds dramatic effect 

this was our Graduation Day held in PNU at 3:00 in the afternoon, I felt a band of caterpillars marching in my stomach stomping on their boots. This is the last part of my college life. I was glad my family made it , my dad , kuya and bunso together with kuya mike my room mate. on my first sem in college I shared my sadness to kuya mike that on my graduation day no one will come for me, because we are dirt poor no money I can give for them to go to manila, he said…   I will be there for you aron :) my face lit up because of what he said. That day (graduation day) the moment I approached the stage it was 7:32 in the evening. My heart is about to jump out of my chest !! this is the moment that my family are waiting for specially my mom, when I was a kid it is our prayer at night to finish college. I cant believe it was taking place that moment. We decided to eat at Jollibee at the corner of Kalaw st. 

P.S.

we had fireworks display and flying lantern that adds dramatic effect 

 
 
Lol half of your followers are on tumblrdatinggame(.)com by Anonymous

haha good for them !!  not yet ready for committment

 
 

this was taken on December . Candy, Maricel, Arvin , myself , Zaira and Jennifer decided to have fun I think it took place before Christmas vacation of my senior year in college. Maricel and Candy are not okay they are struggling with their friendship. This was a blast. we had a lot of fun. At first Jen came up with an idea to race to the palaruang pambata starting point is at the entrance of Luneta, we are divided on a team I am with Candy and Zaira I guess. My team reach the goal as a first placer, the problem that arises is that jen miscalculated the distance to the goal. We had pictures together with the guard and soon afterwards we are exploring the place looking so juvenile. when I saw the giant tortoise I remember the photograph I had when I was in kinder, I had a new one now. That time I can see mom taking a picture of me while sitting at the mouth of the tortoise like seeing it from someone else’s eyes. There Zaira shared what happened between her older brother and to herself, she told us that she was “a good for nothing” according to his brother, I can feel exactly the emotion that she had. We went to the park at 7 to watch the fountain show

 
 
 
 
are you going to the beatles: the lost concert" movie when it comes out next month? by Anonymous

It sounds great !I will..   and I was thinking of tagging my dad and older brother along to see the movie :)

 
 

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